There is a guy in my LA cluster discussion that looks like Kelly Ogawa (plus maybe a twinge of Jordan Chong) lol.
I grabbed some more fake Chinese food from Rendezvous on the way back to my room. Damn you for being so good. ;^;
... I thought it was funny cuhs Alyssa was just dead on the couch when I got back hahah. Anyhow, Andy picked me up around 1:20pm and we went home.
Mom got me season six of The Office and I love her. I've been telling her about how college isn't as fun as everyone said it'd be, and how I miss all my friends. I'm sad all the time and I look like shit. Andy said in college you either have fun or you do well. Mom said it's time to grow up; I have to persevere because this is the rest of my life. But I'm really glad I can still come home and have some downtime. I'm really glad Mom got this for me to unwind with. I don't want to be a grown up yet.I watched Pam and Jim's wedding and I teared up when he cut off his tie. ... But then I felt depressed after watching it so I stopped lol sad.
Grandma wrote this to me, and ... love. ♥It's been just about two months now and it feels like it was just yesterday. I realized something just now -- I'm not going to get over it. Not for a very long time, at least. It could be a year. It could be longer. And then it'll be middle school all over again when I was so sad that I'd stopped talking to one of my best guy friends and he'd already stopped thinking about me. It's been eight years since then and I still think about it sometimes.
