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I had another dream, and it was extremely vivid. It's weird because I woke up after the first part, or at least I became aware that I was dreaming and I could hear sounds around me in my bed, but I clung to the dream with my subconsciousness and I soon fell asleep again and had a sort-of continuation of the dream. I'm not quite sure how this dream has left me feeling; I don't feel like crying or anything, but I do feel a sense of sadness, like, 'this is how it's become,' but at the same time a calm like 'it's the best-case scenario for me.'

Anyhow, last night I was thinking I kind of want to be more like Jasmyne. Like, more friendly, more positive, more effortlessly outgoing.
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I did a lot of sleeping today lol. I woke up around 11-ish, went online and ate for an hour, and then I went to Andy's room (my old room) and slept for four more hours while he watched White Collar lol. I really miss my old room; I love how bright it is and how the sunlight just floods the room. I just felt so comfortable being back in it again. Anyhow, after I woke up I started reading Zeitoun, and Andy and I switched spots after a while, so he slept and I read for another four hours or so, and I finally finished it! (`:

The book's about Abdulrahman Zeitoun, a Muslim, and his family during Hurricane Katrina. It wasn't a hard read by any means, or a very compelling read either (or at least not until towards the end). It did make me really mad though, for the way he was treated as a Muslim, how the American judicial system broke down, how all these people lost all this time and money as a result of the government's incompetence. I guess the reality of it all is that despite all that we've worked for, our systems are still flawed. Simple as that.