Music lecture again today; we found Moshe and sat next to him again lol. The kid totally forgot my name again, but remembered it was close to "Andy" and guessed it right hahaha lame. And then I doodled my name on his notebook so he wouldn't forget it hahaha. Anyhow, I really like hanging out with the guys from my music lecture (too bad I barely see them D8); they're so much fun and keep my mind off things. And then freaking Ken on the other hand keeps mentioning Kent, and then asking me if I'm sure I'm not interested in this Kyle guy. Don't get me wrong, I love Ken, but man. Totally not helping. -______-;Anyhow, I hung out in Ken's room for a few hours after lunch, doing my music reading. He kept playing these sad Japanese songs on his guitar, which totally didn't help either and made me tear up.
Anyhow, I thought I'd feel super lonely and stuff again when I got back to my room, but it felt really nice. Probably by comparison from being in Ken's room, having to listen to sad songs pfft. Anyhow, I got all these emails from my LA Cluster TA about the new discussion that I'm in, and I read her syllabus and stuff, and I felt so behind! We had some thesis assignment that was due tomorrow that I hadn't even known about because I'd just enrolled into that section this week, and then we had to do some vocabulary/key term post onto her discussion forum about the articles, and then we had to go to class ready to discussion said articles tomorrow in class, and -- ! I had barely even skimmed all the articles too! I definitely freaked out and just started rereading the articles for a few hours. In the meanwhile, I emailed the TA and asked her about the assignment, and I guess I started calming down once I actually finished up the reading and started doing the work. I found out the assignment was actually really easy and I only had to write 2-3 sentences on what I thought the author was trying to argue in one of the articles (naturally I picked the shortest article lol), and I found and wrote my post about the key term while I was at it!I'm all caught up for music & la cluster now; I'm still a little behind on chem, but I figure I'll bring my books home and work on it at home during the weekend. I took all these pictures of Natalie's book since the numbering's a little off in my 4th edition one. It's physics all over again, hah.
And then around 9-ish we had a meeting in Mark's room to finalize our roommate contracts.I feel a lot better now than when I did earlier in the day. I think I just really need to relax and stop stressing. Stop worrying about other people. Stop getting frustrated at those damn North kids for posting every little detail about Homecoming as events on Facebook (I don't want to know about it; I don't want to think about it). Let go of the past. Breathe. Anyhow, it's about 10:20pm right now, and I'm gonna try to go to sleep even earlier than I did last night. So here's hoping for dreamless sleep and a good day tomorrow. ♥
