Tuesday, August 24, 2010

317.

I came back from work (at 3pm, since Ines asked me to stay another hour for her) and rummaged the fridge for that Arizona Andy got me yesterday ... and it was gone. Because that fatass drank it already. |: But apparently he bought a couple of other cans so I grabbed this one lol.

Anyhow, I went running again. Not because I want to feel pain or anything emo like that again lol. It's more about being comfortable in the skin I'm in. I want to lose weight. I want to get tanner (just a little lol). It's kind of funny how every summer I kind of get this breakthrough moment. I'm going to be optimistic now. Maybe this break up was a good thing. It's motivated me to cut my hair, hang out with friends more, and start working out again. ... Or maybe it's the other way around, and I'm just super optimistic because of the endorphins hahah. Either way, I'm going to try to be more positive about things. I take back what I said in that note a few days ago. I'm not saying I'm suddenly gonna be over it. I'm just saying ... it's gonna be okay now.

I called Billy to go running with me, but he didn't pick up or respond until after I left, but I went biking alongside him as he ran afterwards lol.

There was this lady rushing ahead of us when we were walking. And she seemed so out of place somehow, with her bright pink dress. And then the bus passed us, and she started running and waving her hand after it. I started to feel bad for her, but the bus waited for her anyhow.

After dinner, I compiled all of the pictures I wanted to print onto a cd, and Mom and I went to Target to bring them to their photo center. ... Except the lady there informed us that the center closed at 7:30pm. Which was a little wth for me, cuhs I checked online and I'm so sure it said 11pm (or maybe that was when the whole store closes but whatever). Anyhow, we started looking at sheets and bedding, because I'm leaving in a month (! 8D) Mom kept asking me if I wanted these pink sheets. Like. Really pink. And if not pink, then purple. And then she asked if I was a lesbian because I like stereotypically boyish colors. |: