So I came back from work and finished that Alcohol Education thing lol. It's annoying though, cuhs I wanted to start Part Two and get it out of the way, but apparently I have to wait a month. Like, HAVE to. |:
Anyway, I hate realizing that things aren't as perfect as I think they are. I never really noticed, but I really tend to think the best of people; see the world through rose-colored glasses, or however that phrase goes. I love how there's so many people around, and that there's so many dishes being cooked, but I don't stop to think about what that does to the bills. There's faults everywhere, and Mom always sees it and confides in me about it. I dunno; I don't know if I'm upset that my innocent view of things is shattered or if I wish that I had seen it like that from the start.
Anyway, I hate realizing that things aren't as perfect as I think they are. I never really noticed, but I really tend to think the best of people; see the world through rose-colored glasses, or however that phrase goes. I love how there's so many people around, and that there's so many dishes being cooked, but I don't stop to think about what that does to the bills. There's faults everywhere, and Mom always sees it and confides in me about it. I dunno; I don't know if I'm upset that my innocent view of things is shattered or if I wish that I had seen it like that from the start.
Mom and I went walking around the neighborhood after dinner; it was really windy! We were looking at all the houses, and we starting noticing all these houses that got paint jobs, and all these things about the neighborhood that I'd never really noticed before. It made me think of what Tony said about how when you walk around you start to notice things, and you start to wonder if they were there before.
